Again

I thought this would never happen again

I thought we would always be friends

I thought our bond was stronger than this

Now you’re gone and you won’t be missed

I will not cry

 I will not shed a tear tonight

My heart is broken

You’ve said good-bye

For the both of us

I will not try to deny

I’m not fine

I’m not fine

I thought your promises meant much more

I thought something was there that wasn’t there before

I thought we finally had our perfect ending

A happily ever after with a new beginning

I will not cry

 I will not shed a tear tonight

My heart is broken

You’ve said good-bye

For the both of us

I will not try to deny

I’m not fine

I’m not fine

I’m not okay

Things will be forever changed

We’ll go our separate ways

I’ll count the days

Until I die

I will not try to deny

I’m not fine

I’m not fine

I’m not okay

I’m not fine

Blood Drops

I’ve watched you cry many times before

I’ve watched you walk right out the door

My heart caves in and my knees buckle to the floor

I know now sorry just won’t do

But darling you know I love you

There is no one who can ever replace you

Time stops, my heart beats only for you

Nothing exists, when I am near you

Nothing matters, nothing but and only you

So, I’ll cry myself to sleep

Wondering if you’re thinking of me

The way I’m thinking of you

Missing how it used to be

Now, I’ll sing it loud for you to hear

Wherever you go, may it sound clear

Don’t give up on me my dear

There is nothing left to fear

Time stops, my heart beats only for you

Nothing exists, when I am near you

Nothing matters, nothing but and only you

So, I’ll cry myself to sleep

Wondering if you’re thinking of me

The way I’m thinking of you

Missing how it used to be

All is done and over

All is now in the past

I’ve learned my lesson

Nothing ever truly lasts

Except my love for you

Let it fall

Let it fall

Let it fall and rise inside again

So, I’ll cry myself to sleep

Wondering if you’re thinking of me

The way I’m thinking of you

Missing how it used to be

Time stops, my heart beats only for you

Nothing exists, when I am near you

Nothing matters, nothing but and only you

Blood drops, my veins burn, smoldering

Twisted knots, my stomach aches, throbbing

Cold envelops, my body’s will relinquishes, resigns

Death Is Not The End

Watch yourself disappear

Understand the lies you hear

Contemplate the suicide

Of this the silence deep inside

Know that which matters most

Forced to face the silent ghost

Contemplate the suicide

Of the sickness deep inside

Listen to the advice you give

See the reason why you live

Contemplate the suicide

Of the doubt deep inside

Your purpose, you can’t deny

Love is not the reason why

Contemplate the suicide

Of the fear deep inside

It’s okay to fail and fall

Don’t stop till’ you conquer all

Contemplate the suicide

Of the demon deep inside

Life is more than about your mistakes

It’s about the risks you take

Take your promise to your grave

Know that you are not insane

Just open minded and free-thinking

Opportunity is yours for the taking

Contemplate the suicide

Of the sadness deep inside

Death Is Only The Beginning

Thoughts of my past rush through my mind

As I breathe my last breath

Splinters in my head

Thorns in my side

Tears begin to fall

Blood won’t seem to dry

And I’m lying here alone

Dying here alone

Thinking of you

I see you but I don’t understand it

So I try but just to fail again

I’m watching

I’m crying

I’m waiting

I’m dying

I’m falling

Far away from me

I can’t breathe

Come and save me

As the memories fade away

They’re replaced by the cold touch of death

My whole body feels numb

Don’t want to shut my eyes

I need to be saved

Don’t want to give you up

I can’t embrace this pain

Can you hear me?

Screaming loud

At the top of my lungs

I can feel it now

Can you touch me?

Reach out your hand

I’ll grab it, hold it, and never let it go

Can you see me?

Open your eyes

Look inside

Tell me what you see

Are you there?

Are you aware?

This can’t be

I can’t see

Won’t you… come and save me?

I see you but I don’t understand it

So I try but just to fail again

I’m watching

I’m crying

I’m waiting

I’m dying

I’m falling

Far away from me

I can’t breathe

Come and save me

Eclipse

One love is all I need

Happiness, the air I breathe

Joy, all around me

Peace, deep within me

Flowing through my veins… is you

Life is what we create

Patience, we both anticipate

Love, all around me

You, deep inside me

Flooding all my thoughts… is you

F.R.E.E. (forever rare eternally ethereal)

I am pure

I am innocent

Unlike you

Disillusioned fool

You will never get me

You can never have me

I am uncatchable

You will never tame me

You will never trap me

I am unstoppable

Free to do what I want when I want to

No cages and chains for me

Free from manipulation and stupidity

I am free

Free to be me

I am rare

I am beautiful

Unlike you

Imprudent tool

Forget you ever knew me

Forget you ever met me

I will never be your girl

Forget you ever saw me

Forget you ever kissed me

I will never be your toy

Free to do what I want when I want to

No cages and chains for me

Free from manipulation and stupidity

I am free

Free to be me

Did you really think I would give in to you?

Who do you think you are?

You’re nothing but a stepping stone

Just a waste of time

I am strong

I am wise

Unlike you

Revolting dupe

I can be cruel

I can be a bitch

Just like you

So fuck you too

You will never get me

You can never have me

I am uncatchable

You will never tame me

You will never trap me

I am unstoppable

Forget you ever knew me

Forget you ever met me

I will never be your girl

Forget you ever saw me

Forget you ever kissed me

I will never be your toy

Free to do what I want when I want to

No cages and chains for me

Free from manipulation and stupidity

I am free

Free to be me

I am free

Free to be me

The Most Desired Missed Opportunity

And now it feels like dream
The most desired missed opportunity
What keeps me sane now drives me crazy
Now here you are standing next to me



And now no more tears left to cry
No more words left to say except goodbye
Now you're standing next to me
You take my breath away
The bitter sweet pain of misery



I never thought that I could feel this way
Whatever happens come what may
Never knew my heart could beat this way
As I stand here, as I stand here next to you



My bleeding cuts never dry
But with you I'll heal over in time
And as you stand next to me
I'll look at you and you will look at me
You will smile and I'll cry
We'll sing and dance the night away until we die



And now as you stand next to me
Our hands clasped so tight
Our lips locked for all eternity
I swear it feels like a dream
Just one look at you and I swear I'm falling



I never thought that I could feel this way
Whatever happens come what may
Never knew my heart could beat this way
As I lay here, as I lay here next to you



I know it's too late to say
Of what I feel and what I know is right today
But as you stand next to me
I can finally say I love you darling



And now it feels like a dream
The most desired missed opportunity
What keeps me sane now drives me crazy
Now here you are standing next to me
I swear it feels like a dream